I’ve been going through a number of things here in my personal life since finishing uni. I had a lot of questions to be answered and ideas to ponder on. I wondered if the career goal I had set for myself was really fitting of me, how I would get a job in my country, if I had chose the wrong degree all along, how would things work out in the next 5 years, furthermore the next year. If I needed to go learn a more marketable skill, if I should go back to school right away, wait and stick to my current job? I wondered what else was out there for me to do and lots more. I’m not sure if this is the anxiety a lot of others feel when they’re finally finished university, but it came as a shock to me, because I was always one to plan and say I wanted to to this and that. Yet still when it was all done, I just was in wonder as I realised many of my experiences up to that point had altered my way of thinking and left my mind craving a more varied path.
As for blogging, it’s been hard to write especially with all of these thoughts and anxiety riding my mind. I’m very sorry to have failed you lovely readers for almost 2 months. At the ending of March, I said to myself, this can no longer go on. I owe it to you and myself to keep up with this hobby. This is my relaxation and one of my loves. Writing is something I do to express myself, in ways I cannot in person and the fact that I can talk all over my face about makeup and not have to worry, makes me even happier. So stay tuned for the return to your previously scheduled programme folks. My love ones have been telling me to not let life stress me out, and you know what? They’re right! SO back to posting reviews, swatches, makeup looks, selfies and all the goodness that comes with blogging starts back now.
I hope you’re all still out there waiting for me. Welcome back to the Chrisamor Goodie Jar!